Today, and all day, I missed my brother... All I thought was him, I barely smiled, I feel like I'm not the same anymore, I'm depressed and angry these days...
Think you know how it feels losing your only brother? I'm so sick and tired of hearing same things "I know how you feel" "I know how it feels" No! you don't...
I tried to be strong these days, I've tried... I get so angry because its so unfair,,,, why it had to be my brother? WHY NOT THE ONES WHO ARE UNLOVED?
Why not the ones that siblings and parents don't their brothers and sons? Why does it had to be my brother?! WHY?! I begged and prayed with my all of my
heart to God that he would come home safe... None of my prayers got answered that time..... I'm so angry these days, I'm so depressed, I'm so stressed
out and I'm so confused... I can't let my pain and anger out, I tried but I can't... I don't know whats stopping me, I feel like throwing things around, break
things, punch something, scream, and cry out... Yes, I always hold my pains and anger in, I desperately want to let it all out and yet, I still can't... It sucks

Emmanuel Quill
12.06.89 - 01.29.12
Tell me if you're okay... okay?
I will never say goodbye until you tell me to, I miss you so much...
I love you bro...

Barlowgirl - Never Alone
I waited for you today
But you didnt show
No No No
I needed you today
So where did you go

You told me to call
Said you'd be there
And though i haven't seen you
Are you still there

I cried out with no reply
And i can't feel you by my side
So, i'll hold tight to what i know
Your here and im never alone.

And though i can not see you
And i cant explain why
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life

We can not seperate
Cause your part of me
And though your invisible
I'll trust the unseen

I cried out with no reply
And i can't feel you by my side
So, i'll hold tight to what i know
Your here and im never alone.

We can not seperate
Cause your part of me
And though your invisible
I'll trust the unseen

I cried out with no reply
And i can't feel you by my side
So, i'll hold tight to what i know
Your here and im never alone.

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